To Soar into Oblivion

Soaring away from you, answers, I need to find,

The reason, I must uncover, amid eternal lies.

Was I wrong?

Have I wandered too far away from home, and reason

you wanted to instill into me?

Have I betrayed, the true cause of your love?

Lost forever, the pain in your eyes for me.

Will I remember the smile etched on your face?

Mirroring the one on mine, drinking from the depths of my mind.

I have traveled, for so very long, growing weaker every second, but richer.

Come into me, show me the way to your side again.

Don’t count the mistakes I made, but return to me,

For this life no longer means anything to me.

The sound of perseverance, blurring, I seek on.

Death, should take me now, if ever, and sweetly hurt me.

In search of reason, I travel.

I Love you. And always will.

But Am I allowed to? Can sinners too love?

Cast a shadow of death, and draw me in your web,

Purify me, defile me.

Kiss me with your cold lip, show me the true meaning of your love.

Unlock my haze, clear my vision, and carry my shadow.

Weak and on my knees, the search futile, death, coiling in, I weep.

I see you, smiling in the mist, looking at me.

And in your smile, I see your love, that I could never see before.

But have I wandered too far away from home?

Lost Innocence

The sound that never came, became, the lullaby of the night.

I waited, for hours that night. The song was never heard again.

Satiating my obsession, in perfect paroxysm of fear,

I lay crouched, hidden from your sight, only to glance upon death.

You will never return to this place.

I will never see you again.

Morning rise, fathoms the undeniable.

I glance out to the gorge.

In Darkness fading, like the pain in your voice,

As you disappear into the fog.

You will never return to this place.

I will never see you again.

The light that never came, substantiates my hunger,

Contemplating, the meaning of your song, my life.

Diminishing, the innocent provocations that used to haunt,

I lay crouched, hidden from your sight, veiled in a blanket of mist.

The last echo of thy lips, I try to keep hidden forever.

Hidden beneath my skin, hidden beneath the scar you left.

Buried under, my dreams ridden with pain,

But over the hollow void, where hope lives.

Will you ever come back?

Will I ever see you Again?

A ray among the dark mist and drizzle.

A breeze, among the scent of dead roses.

It’s a well twisted fascination.

The fascination of death.